Monday, October 13, 2008

Life in the fast lane.

OK.. so i don't really know what I'm even gonna write about? uh.. I'm basically just gonna bitch about what's been going on lately and stuff i guess. lol.
on Friday in gym (or P.E. or whatever you want to call it) we were planing cone ball and it's basically just some stupid game where you through balls at cones and people and try to either knock down all the cones or get out all the people. so. i was guarding a cone and helping my team and actually playing ( because usually i never do) and this kid _ _ _ _ _ throws a ball at my face and i swear it was going like 40mph. It hurt so bad i like grabbed my face turn and like ran out the door and my teachers flipping out on me for leaving and stuff but anyways.. now i have a black eye. it looks so bad. ugh, and tomorrow i have to go to school and people are gonna be like " omg what happened to you " i don't wanna hear that all day!
another thing..
i love my friends to death but, sometimes i feel like they i don't know look down on me? It seems like they feel like there better then me, and yeah i guess they are.. but, i don't know. They always tell me about there problems ALWAYS. and I'm OK with that because i want to help them. Then when i can't listen or i don't know what to say they get mad or there like "thanks for caring" and i just wanna get up and be like " I've listened to you bitch for 2 years and now yer gonna sit here and make it seem like i don't care?" I'd never have the guts to do it though.. if they listened to me when i bitched then it wouldn't be this big of a deal but i almost never complain to them ( at least i try not to) and i don't know. i just had to get that out.
To top it all off, my phone decided to break.. it spazzed out and i think like exploded? i don't know what happened but it's totally broken and i cant get it fixed until about Friday that's even if they can fix it. It's hard for me to go 5 minutes without texting now i have to go 5 days .. or LONGER! i don't know if i could do that. :'[
Well.. i guess that's it? i should probably go sleep.

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