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Ok, so once again I haven't written anything in awhile, because nothing really happened.

Midterms started, so far I took english, history, geometry, and algebra.
Tomarrow I gotta take frencah and biology and then I'm off to Florida!
I'm really nerves though french and biology are the two hardest classes and I haven't studied at all!

Anyways, I've been really depressed lately and I want to do *something* but I know I shouldn't.




I dont't know anymore.

Sweetblood.

I havn't wrote anything on here in awhile.
So, I don't really know where to start.

Oh, so I got a personal trainer. I'm excited and everything because it's like "yay! I'll hopefully not be huge soon." Then at the same time it's not cool 'cause he's mean. He yells at me alot. ]:

I was talking to this kid today and we got into this conversation about this girl and he said some stuff and I felt bad, but not because I'm like super close with her, but just because what he said was mean and I wouldn't want someone saying stuff like that about me ( but I wouldn't blame them if they did).

Midterms are soon, meaning Florida's soon, meaning my birthdays soon, meaning I'm almost sixteen, meaning I can almost get my permit, meaning I can almost drive, meaning I'm super pumped!

My brother's got to go to court tomarrow!
Stuff like this makes me happy.
LMAO!

Glass.

Blogging has been my addiction lately.

Last night my brother stayed here, and his girlfriend is/was here so me and my mom are guessing that she stayed over too. My moms like freakin' out. She's like "Do you think Nicole was here? Did they sleep in the same bed? I don't want to ask him that would be weird"

It's my cousin's birthday. She's three! So:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JADE!

This is going to be short, because I'm going to go get hair dye so I could fix my roots![:

Yes, we're losers.[:

Dayum!

I feel like writing a blog. I'm just not sure what to write about.

I'm lonely. I don't want to be lonely anymore. I could not be lonely but there's a problem with that, but I can't say it on here because I don't want someone reading this and being like "Wow! Your a terrible person." or something like that. So, I guess I'll just stick with being lonely.
I don't know if that makes any since, but I tried my best to explain it.

I'm almost sixteen. I can't wait to get my permit so I could get my license. Then I could actually leave when I can't stand the people in my house ( which is VERY often ). I'm so into going to college and stuff, but that's just because I want to leave here. My mom was trying to get me to think about going to a college here ( I know it's a while away, but I keep saying I want to go somewhere far for college ) but I don't want to be here.

I'm going to the store. Peace.

You're my Heroine

"She sits alone, tries to adjust
She cries please let me go I won't tell anyone
You scream don't look, oh please god don't touch"

I have this thing with songs, I listen to a song and I love it. So, I listen to it for like a week straight, then I'm over it. Right now my song is 'Guys like you make us look bad - Bless the Fall'. Above are lyrics from it just in case you were curious. Not to long ago I was obsessed with 'Waking the Demon - Bullet for My Valentine'. I wonder what I'm going to be into when we go to Florida, because whatever it is Nichole and my mom are going to be hearing it a lot![:

Speaking of Florida, it's super soon. Which is a good thing, because I'm not sure if i can stand the people in Connecticut that much longer. I honestly have no patience anymore. I've flipped on so many people in the past week, but I actually feel better because of it.

Midterms were pushed back to the Tuesday after Martin Luther King Jr. Day. So, now midterms are Tuesday through Friday. Which is good, but also bad. With the way the schedule used to be I had a four day weekend next week, but we had very little time to prepare for midterms. With the way it is now we have lots of extra time to study, but the last day of midterms (Friday) is the day were leaving for Florida. Since, I have gym 7Th and Nichole goes to ECA neither of us will be missing midterms, so that's good.

OHEMGEE! The D E N T I S T the scariest place on earth. I had an appointment yesterday to apparently get a tooth pulled, I thought I was just going to get a cavity filled. Anyways, long story short, I was there for two hours, I got two of my poor little teeth drilled on, one pulled, and eight shots! I was in so much pain last night the whole way home I cried![: So, now I'm drugged up on pain pills, I can't eat on that side of my mouth, and it looks like it's bruised ( my cheek ).

Today before first period I was talking to Nichole and Melissa and we were talking about anxiety. I didn't know what it was, well I knew what it was but not what it felt like, so Nichole was trying to explain it to me. And I realized that I've had anxiety before, many times![:

I feel like taking a myspace survey, because it gives me something to do. Except right now I'm not in the mood to post one.[:

Oh! I redid my blog layout thing![:
It excites me so much more the way it is now, because apparently everyone has a black background thing. So, I decided to go against the crowd ( sort of like when your in the ocean and the waves are going one way and the going the other ).

This week I haven't slept a lot, and I'm really tired. So, I'm sorta thinking about taking a little nap, then cleaning my room, then I don't know. Plans?[:

Incapable.

People make me wanna S C R E A M !
..very loud..
..till my lungs collapse.