You're my Heroine

"She sits alone, tries to adjust
She cries please let me go I won't tell anyone
You scream don't look, oh please god don't touch"

I have this thing with songs, I listen to a song and I love it. So, I listen to it for like a week straight, then I'm over it. Right now my song is 'Guys like you make us look bad - Bless the Fall'. Above are lyrics from it just in case you were curious. Not to long ago I was obsessed with 'Waking the Demon - Bullet for My Valentine'. I wonder what I'm going to be into when we go to Florida, because whatever it is Nichole and my mom are going to be hearing it a lot![:

Speaking of Florida, it's super soon. Which is a good thing, because I'm not sure if i can stand the people in Connecticut that much longer. I honestly have no patience anymore. I've flipped on so many people in the past week, but I actually feel better because of it.

Midterms were pushed back to the Tuesday after Martin Luther King Jr. Day. So, now midterms are Tuesday through Friday. Which is good, but also bad. With the way the schedule used to be I had a four day weekend next week, but we had very little time to prepare for midterms. With the way it is now we have lots of extra time to study, but the last day of midterms (Friday) is the day were leaving for Florida. Since, I have gym 7Th and Nichole goes to ECA neither of us will be missing midterms, so that's good.

OHEMGEE! The D E N T I S T the scariest place on earth. I had an appointment yesterday to apparently get a tooth pulled, I thought I was just going to get a cavity filled. Anyways, long story short, I was there for two hours, I got two of my poor little teeth drilled on, one pulled, and eight shots! I was in so much pain last night the whole way home I cried![: So, now I'm drugged up on pain pills, I can't eat on that side of my mouth, and it looks like it's bruised ( my cheek ).

Today before first period I was talking to Nichole and Melissa and we were talking about anxiety. I didn't know what it was, well I knew what it was but not what it felt like, so Nichole was trying to explain it to me. And I realized that I've had anxiety before, many times![:

I feel like taking a myspace survey, because it gives me something to do. Except right now I'm not in the mood to post one.[:

Oh! I redid my blog layout thing![:
It excites me so much more the way it is now, because apparently everyone has a black background thing. So, I decided to go against the crowd ( sort of like when your in the ocean and the waves are going one way and the going the other ).

This week I haven't slept a lot, and I'm really tired. So, I'm sorta thinking about taking a little nap, then cleaning my room, then I don't know. Plans?[: