so tomorrow starts a new week. hopefully this week won't include any bomb threats. it's gonna be the longest week ever. it's the only 'full week in November for school days. this week there's no half days or anything. which is really depressing, but next week is thanksgiving. that's exciting. :]
what else. oh on Wednesday for lunch instead of eating cafe food my french teacher is buying us lunch and were gonna hang out in the class room and eat it. cool right? and on Friday I'm going to see Nichole preform in her ECA show i think.
i put up a Christmas tree in my room. it's fake obviously but its cute its little but not super tiny. i like it. :] i decorated it was all my ornaments and it's so cute. but i can't find my doggy ones my dad gave me. oh well. I'm sure i will once we really start decorating.
that's it for now i guess it's 9:45 and i need to go to sleep so i could wake up at 5:30 get ready and go to school and attempt to find my books that are somewhere in the school. xoxo!
[Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin, Dirty Pop - Nsync]
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Saying Sorry.
if guys say 'sorry' when they don't even know what they did can they really mean it?
[dead cell - papa roach]
[dead cell - papa roach]
Ohio State University.
i really want to go there after i graduate from high school. I'm not to sure why, when i was younger like maybe 12. i became obsessed with Ohio and i wanted to go there as soon as possible so i figured college was my best chance.
so i started researching it and stuff. it's actually a really good school, and that kind of worries me, because my grades aren't that good so there's a very good chance that i might not be able to get in.
but I've already decided if i can't get into OSU than I'll go to a different college in Ohio. I'm sure there's at least one college i could get into
that's located in the state of Ohio. if not than i have a problem.
[crazy bitch - buckcherry]
so i started researching it and stuff. it's actually a really good school, and that kind of worries me, because my grades aren't that good so there's a very good chance that i might not be able to get in.
but I've already decided if i can't get into OSU than I'll go to a different college in Ohio. I'm sure there's at least one college i could get into
that's located in the state of Ohio. if not than i have a problem.
[crazy bitch - buckcherry]
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Twilight Series.
yeah. I'm addicted to these books. i read the first and second one three times the third one twice and the last one I'm reading for the second time.
i really wanna see the movie because i love the books but i don't because, i don't know it's complicated. it's like i wish i was in the book? like i said. it's complicated. oh well. just thought I'd let you know. xoxo.
[kc101]
i really wanna see the movie because i love the books but i don't because, i don't know it's complicated. it's like i wish i was in the book? like i said. it's complicated. oh well. just thought I'd let you know. xoxo.
[kc101]
11/15/2008
eh! I'm bored. it's Saturday and i have absolutely nothing to do. it's a tad depressing. i would take Liz (my dog) for a walk but it's pouring out so i guess I'm not doing that. i was thinking about cooking but since it's Saturday there's like no food in the house which really sucks. so i decided to write a blog.
i could finally change my second and third earrings but there majorly infected which is bad, every ones telling me i should take them out. i know i probably should but i don't want them to close up. so now i just clean them for like an hour a day. my cartilage is fine though. in a few days i will be able to change it, but i don't think i will because I'm afraid i wont be able to get it back in.
oh so last night at November thunder. wow. it was longer then i remember. and the little kids that surrounded us would not shut up. i yelled at this kid in front of us and he shut up for like a minute? oh well. the ending was good though they had this band. play then wright after they had that drummer and another drummer have like a battle? ha ha. it was fun.
so yeah yesterday was pretty amazing. oh and they found out who did the bomb threat and the person is 17 and a former student apparently?
whatever. i really don't have anything else to write about so I'm gonna stop. xoxo!
[kc101]
i could finally change my second and third earrings but there majorly infected which is bad, every ones telling me i should take them out. i know i probably should but i don't want them to close up. so now i just clean them for like an hour a day. my cartilage is fine though. in a few days i will be able to change it, but i don't think i will because I'm afraid i wont be able to get it back in.
oh so last night at November thunder. wow. it was longer then i remember. and the little kids that surrounded us would not shut up. i yelled at this kid in front of us and he shut up for like a minute? oh well. the ending was good though they had this band. play then wright after they had that drummer and another drummer have like a battle? ha ha. it was fun.
so yeah yesterday was pretty amazing. oh and they found out who did the bomb threat and the person is 17 and a former student apparently?
whatever. i really don't have anything else to write about so I'm gonna stop. xoxo!
[kc101]
Friday, November 14, 2008
Bomb Threat.
i haven't written on here in awhile, but that's because nothing really important has been happening. except for today.
so this morning i wake up go to school. you know the usually. so I'm sitting in first period and Goodrich tells all the teachers to read there emails and it says lock your doors, so we do. then we go into a phase one lock down and were all kinda freaking out because a few days ago this kid threatened to shoot up the school. anyways so me and Nichole and the rest of the class is sitting there and they say phase two lock down. then we obviously knew it wasn't the kid because they wouldn't have all the kids out in the hall. so we go in the auditorium and the police show up and no one is telling us anything. so of course were all freaking out and thinking the worst. then they tell all kids who drive to school to go get in there cars and go home. so now every ones totally freaking out because something is obviously wrong. then they tell the rest of us that buses are coming to pick us up. so were all scarred and i decided to go to Nichole's house with her so they call her buss number and they had like 3 different buses on one buss and the buss was packed! we get to Nichole's at like 9 o'clock and it turns out there was a bomb threat and it was all over the news and everything. so yeah. *they wouldn't let us go to our locker so Nichole doesn't have her ipod and Melissa doesn't have her camera and all of our books are in our first period class.*
me and Nichole ended up playing scrabble for two hours then we walked to the sandwich man and had lunch then played around in job lot. her mom came and got us we went to the hair cut place and Nichole got her hair cut. then we go ice cream at McDonald's and ate it in the parking lot. like a half hour ago they dropped me off at my house.
and later tonight at like 5:30 - 6:00 I'm going to November thunder at the middle school with Melissa and Nichole. fun fun. xoxo!
[jason mraz - i'm yours, pink - so what, seether - like sucide]
so this morning i wake up go to school. you know the usually. so I'm sitting in first period and Goodrich tells all the teachers to read there emails and it says lock your doors, so we do. then we go into a phase one lock down and were all kinda freaking out because a few days ago this kid threatened to shoot up the school. anyways so me and Nichole and the rest of the class is sitting there and they say phase two lock down. then we obviously knew it wasn't the kid because they wouldn't have all the kids out in the hall. so we go in the auditorium and the police show up and no one is telling us anything. so of course were all freaking out and thinking the worst. then they tell all kids who drive to school to go get in there cars and go home. so now every ones totally freaking out because something is obviously wrong. then they tell the rest of us that buses are coming to pick us up. so were all scarred and i decided to go to Nichole's house with her so they call her buss number and they had like 3 different buses on one buss and the buss was packed! we get to Nichole's at like 9 o'clock and it turns out there was a bomb threat and it was all over the news and everything. so yeah. *they wouldn't let us go to our locker so Nichole doesn't have her ipod and Melissa doesn't have her camera and all of our books are in our first period class.*
me and Nichole ended up playing scrabble for two hours then we walked to the sandwich man and had lunch then played around in job lot. her mom came and got us we went to the hair cut place and Nichole got her hair cut. then we go ice cream at McDonald's and ate it in the parking lot. like a half hour ago they dropped me off at my house.
and later tonight at like 5:30 - 6:00 I'm going to November thunder at the middle school with Melissa and Nichole. fun fun. xoxo!
[jason mraz - i'm yours, pink - so what, seether - like sucide]
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Saturday, November 8, 2008
11/8/2008
aye! this is going to be a quick blog. It's kind of just like a recaps of what happened tonight.
so i went to the mall with Nichole, Kayla, and Melissa. it was pretty fun. i didn't get anything though and that kind of depressed me.
oh, but we did get to take a picture with Santa! After we (well more like Kayla) came up with a name for us. klmn [Kayla, Lindsey, Melissa, Nichole] like in the alphabet. i like it. lol.
then me and Nichole left early and went to to toys R' us and we played with horses and saw mini laptops and Nichole did a work out dance? lol.
when i got home i decided to organize all my pictures on my computer, and i did and it took a while. lol.
now it's 1 in the morning and I'm beat. so I'm gonna go to bed now. xoxo!
[silverstein - my heroine]
so i went to the mall with Nichole, Kayla, and Melissa. it was pretty fun. i didn't get anything though and that kind of depressed me.
oh, but we did get to take a picture with Santa! After we (well more like Kayla) came up with a name for us. klmn [Kayla, Lindsey, Melissa, Nichole] like in the alphabet. i like it. lol.
then me and Nichole left early and went to to toys R' us and we played with horses and saw mini laptops and Nichole did a work out dance? lol.
when i got home i decided to organize all my pictures on my computer, and i did and it took a while. lol.
now it's 1 in the morning and I'm beat. so I'm gonna go to bed now. xoxo!
[silverstein - my heroine]
Friday, November 7, 2008
11/7/2008.
it's friday night and i have no plans. good right? i don't even care though. i can't wait till i get my lisence so i could actually do stuff, but i have a feeling that's not going to be for a long time. Getting money would also be helpful.
PINK! haha. she just came on the radio. i like this song. "nah nah nah nah nah nah" i love pink. she's a really good singer, and i love her attitude. :]
my hairs really been annoying me lately. i spend like an hour or forty five minutes in the morning strighting it and by 2nd period its like curly. ugh.
so last night the power went out apperently, because i woke up and nothing was working. it was bad. i woke up because i thought i was late for school and i took a shower and got ready and it turns out it was 4. i was so mad. even thought i woke up an hour early i was still 'late' for the buss.
well, this is gonna be pretty short because i don't really know what to write about and i got to go find plans. CRAP! it's friday. i might have to baby-sit. well, i don't know it wouldn't be that bad if i had to because i could deffinitly use the money.
so, either way i'm done.xoxo!
[kc101]
PINK! haha. she just came on the radio. i like this song. "nah nah nah nah nah nah" i love pink. she's a really good singer, and i love her attitude. :]
my hairs really been annoying me lately. i spend like an hour or forty five minutes in the morning strighting it and by 2nd period its like curly. ugh.
so last night the power went out apperently, because i woke up and nothing was working. it was bad. i woke up because i thought i was late for school and i took a shower and got ready and it turns out it was 4. i was so mad. even thought i woke up an hour early i was still 'late' for the buss.
well, this is gonna be pretty short because i don't really know what to write about and i got to go find plans. CRAP! it's friday. i might have to baby-sit. well, i don't know it wouldn't be that bad if i had to because i could deffinitly use the money.
so, either way i'm done.xoxo!
[kc101]
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Failure.
i have no idea what I'm going to write about. i just took a shower and i had nothing to do. i finished my book and i have no homework. i probably should study for biology, but i didn't take any notes today. smart me. i know. anyways, i figured why not write a blog? i haven't written one in like two days maybe three. I'm not to sure,either way it's been awhile since I've written. so yeah.
"Break me down if it makes you feel right, and hate me now if it keeps you alright. You can't break me down if it takes all your might because I'm so much more than all your lies."
that's my favorite part of the song. sdfghgfds! i feel really shitty and i just wanna die right now because I'm sure it wouldn't be this miserable. i officially had it with my life. sleeping sounds good right now but all I've done this week is sleep, that's how shitty i feel. I've slept at least 55 hours this week, but i don't sleep i kinda just lay there I'm not really asleep but I'm not awake, it's like I'm 'dead'. I'm even starting to do really bad in school. in the beginning of the year i was doing really well. now I'm barley passing any of my classes, and it's really stress full because my mom puts so much pressure on me to be good and not turn out like my dad or brother. she wants me to be the "first kelems to go to graduate from college, she'd be so proud.' she has that like drilled in my head, but in the back of my head i know I'll never get in a college, not a good one at least. Then I'll be a disappointment to her, which sucks. as for my dad, he doesn't care what i do, i know this because he moved 564 miles away from his kids and he doesn't even call. I'm lucky if i talk to him once a month. It sucks because i haven't seen him in almost a year and i miss him, and he's not that healthy and my worst fear is him dying and me not being able to say 'goodbye'. sometimes i feel like I'm totally alone like I'm an orphan? my moms always working and my dad's gone and my brothers got his own life now. it's like if i was 'gone' would anyone notice? or care?
[seether - break me down, three days grace - wake up]
"Break me down if it makes you feel right, and hate me now if it keeps you alright. You can't break me down if it takes all your might because I'm so much more than all your lies."
that's my favorite part of the song. sdfghgfds! i feel really shitty and i just wanna die right now because I'm sure it wouldn't be this miserable. i officially had it with my life. sleeping sounds good right now but all I've done this week is sleep, that's how shitty i feel. I've slept at least 55 hours this week, but i don't sleep i kinda just lay there I'm not really asleep but I'm not awake, it's like I'm 'dead'. I'm even starting to do really bad in school. in the beginning of the year i was doing really well. now I'm barley passing any of my classes, and it's really stress full because my mom puts so much pressure on me to be good and not turn out like my dad or brother. she wants me to be the "first kelems to go to graduate from college, she'd be so proud.' she has that like drilled in my head, but in the back of my head i know I'll never get in a college, not a good one at least. Then I'll be a disappointment to her, which sucks. as for my dad, he doesn't care what i do, i know this because he moved 564 miles away from his kids and he doesn't even call. I'm lucky if i talk to him once a month. It sucks because i haven't seen him in almost a year and i miss him, and he's not that healthy and my worst fear is him dying and me not being able to say 'goodbye'. sometimes i feel like I'm totally alone like I'm an orphan? my moms always working and my dad's gone and my brothers got his own life now. it's like if i was 'gone' would anyone notice? or care?
[seether - break me down, three days grace - wake up]
Monday, November 3, 2008
Reading.
This is going to sound kind of dorky and weird, but i LOVE reading.
I don't know why, but it's like when i read a book that i actually enjoy i get lost in it?
I love that feeling. It's like nothing else matters because I'm in the book.
I don't know how much of this makes since, but i don't know how else to explain it.
It's kind of like if i focus on the character's problems then mine kind of just vanish for a while. xoxo!
[rascal flatts - my wish]
I don't know why, but it's like when i read a book that i actually enjoy i get lost in it?
I love that feeling. It's like nothing else matters because I'm in the book.
I don't know how much of this makes since, but i don't know how else to explain it.
It's kind of like if i focus on the character's problems then mine kind of just vanish for a while. xoxo!
[rascal flatts - my wish]
11/3/2008
ugh. i want hot chocolate but my mom won't buy any! I have a major craving for it.
i feel really sick and blah. i don't know how to fix that.
i don't even know why I'm writing this i have nothing to say. I'm just lost? i feel like i have so much to do and at the same time i can't think of anything. ya know?
today in algebra 2, my class was talking about this party they all went to and how they got "fucked up. like ready to lay on the death bed kinda fucked up" <-- that's what some girl said. lol. apparently it turned into a big orgy or something?
i have a cut on my hand i don't even know how it happened i came home went to sleep woke up and my hand was cut. cool right?
my room annoys me. i want everything to match but NOTHING does. my room stress's me out. i hate my bed. it's literally falling apart. horrible, but my mom refuses to buy a new one. why? I'm not sure.
ah! so, Nichole Ungvary is officially my savior. she got me ring tones. :D you don't understand how much this excites me. lol.
tomorrow! i am walking down to Walgreen's and buying hot chocolate! NO! tomorrow i am walking down to Walgreen's and buying monsters! NO! i don't know. tomorrow I'm walking down to Walgreen's and buying either hot chocolate or a monster. they both sound really good right now.
in gym were moving into a new 'unit'. BASKET BALL! i guess i kinda like this better, because we have the choice of playing a real game.. or knock out. i played knock out. i won like 3-4 games. so that's cool. at the end of the 'unit' we have a 'skills test' and we have to stand on the foul line and shot 10 shots in 1 minute.
if we make:
10 - 100
9 - 90
8 - 80
7 - 70
6 - 60..
you get it? lol.
my foot is freezing! ha ha.
this is getting really long so I'm gonna end it.
xoxo!
[no music]
i feel really sick and blah. i don't know how to fix that.
i don't even know why I'm writing this i have nothing to say. I'm just lost? i feel like i have so much to do and at the same time i can't think of anything. ya know?
today in algebra 2, my class was talking about this party they all went to and how they got "fucked up. like ready to lay on the death bed kinda fucked up" <-- that's what some girl said. lol. apparently it turned into a big orgy or something?
i have a cut on my hand i don't even know how it happened i came home went to sleep woke up and my hand was cut. cool right?
my room annoys me. i want everything to match but NOTHING does. my room stress's me out. i hate my bed. it's literally falling apart. horrible, but my mom refuses to buy a new one. why? I'm not sure.
ah! so, Nichole Ungvary is officially my savior. she got me ring tones. :D you don't understand how much this excites me. lol.
tomorrow! i am walking down to Walgreen's and buying hot chocolate! NO! tomorrow i am walking down to Walgreen's and buying monsters! NO! i don't know. tomorrow I'm walking down to Walgreen's and buying either hot chocolate or a monster. they both sound really good right now.
in gym were moving into a new 'unit'. BASKET BALL! i guess i kinda like this better, because we have the choice of playing a real game.. or knock out. i played knock out. i won like 3-4 games. so that's cool. at the end of the 'unit' we have a 'skills test' and we have to stand on the foul line and shot 10 shots in 1 minute.
if we make:
10 - 100
9 - 90
8 - 80
7 - 70
6 - 60..
you get it? lol.
my foot is freezing! ha ha.
this is getting really long so I'm gonna end it.
xoxo!
[no music]
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Fact.
1. People piss me off beyond belief.
2. I bought gimp and I'm making stuff, i also got string-ish stuff and I'm making stuff out of that also.
3. I got a hair cut yesterday and i like it. I also got new boots.
4. I really miss my dad, i haven't seen him in almost a year.
5. My brother joined UFC and his first battle or match or whatever is on the 22nd.
6. Weight Watchers is working, but not fast enough!
7. I hate cheaters and backstabbers.
8. Yesterday i started reading two new books and I'm excited. I Love Reading. :]
9. I'm afraid of the dark,spiders, bugs, and people?
10. I love the end of the year because there's so many holiday's, you always have something to look forward to.
11. Being cold is fun, except in the morning. lol.
[escape the fate - the flood, kenny chesney - she thinks my tractors sexy]
2. I bought gimp and I'm making stuff, i also got string-ish stuff and I'm making stuff out of that also.
3. I got a hair cut yesterday and i like it. I also got new boots.
4. I really miss my dad, i haven't seen him in almost a year.
5. My brother joined UFC and his first battle or match or whatever is on the 22nd.
6. Weight Watchers is working, but not fast enough!
7. I hate cheaters and backstabbers.
8. Yesterday i started reading two new books and I'm excited. I Love Reading. :]
9. I'm afraid of the dark,spiders, bugs, and people?
10. I love the end of the year because there's so many holiday's, you always have something to look forward to.
11. Being cold is fun, except in the morning. lol.
[escape the fate - the flood, kenny chesney - she thinks my tractors sexy]
Friends.
Wanna know what i can't stand?
Bitches who think they know everything and ditch there friends for there "boyfriends" who live on the other side of the fuckin' country.
Example: Last night i was hanging out with friends and my friends boyfriend called her. So she answered the phone (we were outside) and walked to the other side of the yard to go talk to him. So my other friends and i wanted to go watch a video on the computer so we told our friend and she said she didn't wanna go in (because she was allergic to the cats) so we went in and the video wouldn't start so we were in there for like 5-10 minutes tops trying to start it. I go back out to check on my other friend and she's still on the phone with her boyfriend so i go down to try and start a conversation and she gives me attitude saying stuff like we ditched her when she was the one who left us. She said if we were good friends we would have came out and talked to her, and she would have gotten off the phone if we were out there. That's funny because we were out there and she moved away from us. So, i go back in to get my other friends and when we come back out she left and started walking down the street, so us actually CARING we go looking for her and we start walking near her and she walks away, but were trying to be nice so we keep walking towards her because she's out in the dark in the middle of the street alone. Then she decides to tell us [me] were [I'm] not a good friend.
My other friends are pretty amazing though. :]
KLMN!<3
xoxo!
[metro station - shake, story of the year - take me away]
Bitches who think they know everything and ditch there friends for there "boyfriends" who live on the other side of the fuckin' country.
Example: Last night i was hanging out with friends and my friends boyfriend called her. So she answered the phone (we were outside) and walked to the other side of the yard to go talk to him. So my other friends and i wanted to go watch a video on the computer so we told our friend and she said she didn't wanna go in (because she was allergic to the cats) so we went in and the video wouldn't start so we were in there for like 5-10 minutes tops trying to start it. I go back out to check on my other friend and she's still on the phone with her boyfriend so i go down to try and start a conversation and she gives me attitude saying stuff like we ditched her when she was the one who left us. She said if we were good friends we would have came out and talked to her, and she would have gotten off the phone if we were out there. That's funny because we were out there and she moved away from us. So, i go back in to get my other friends and when we come back out she left and started walking down the street, so us actually CARING we go looking for her and we start walking near her and she walks away, but were trying to be nice so we keep walking towards her because she's out in the dark in the middle of the street alone. Then she decides to tell us [me] were [I'm] not a good friend.
My other friends are pretty amazing though. :]
KLMN!<3
xoxo!
[metro station - shake, story of the year - take me away]
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